I'm struggling to get prescribed the ADHD medication I've been taking since middle school. Now that I'm 26 I no longer have insurance, and the doctors are giving me a hard time. I can't afford it.

This medication has greatly increased my quality of life. Without it I lose focus, annoy people, and don't get anything done. I feel like I've already been knocked down, and it feels like the universe is trying to keep me there.

My old doctor died while I was in Philadelphia. I wish I could just go back to him, he would help me out.

The world is so fucked. I feel like it's gonna crumble beneath us. Sorry for the negativity, just needed to vent. I'm sure it'll get better.